Fireflies

Pulse, accelerated, screaming chest Electric heartbeat, slashing through my chest what if's and erratic unpredictability breathe....inhale.exhale. Think of the forest. gasping for composure summer is 3 weeks away? what if I don't have a job? what if I don't qualify for unemployment...what if I don't have enough savings to cover my bills...what if...I fail? I [...]